31 octombrie 2020

Things I still suck at

 1. Accepting that maybe I'll never make the world a better place. 

The idea has been obsessing me for years and I desperately hold on to it, hoping and dreaming that I'll do something major with my life, something that will change the world for the better and thus, history will remember me. 

2. Fighting enough towards my goals 

Although at the moment I try to become more organised in my plans and break my major goals into small, more manageable steps, I often only do whatever I feel like doing in a day. 

3. Budgeting in a way that will allow me to save up money

Somehow I always end up with too little money at the end of the month, despite my budgeting plans 

4. Taking enough care of myself

I still don't wash my hair often enough and I still skip meals and don't exercise.

5. Improving my writing skills

I still don't write often enough and while the topics I approach are more mature and I write better, I still haven't achieved my literary goal due to lack of practice.

6. Improving my drawing skills

7. Making money out of what I love

8. Opening up to people

I'm a very private person and I don't open up to just about anyone and when I do, I make sure to keep it reasonable and not burden the other person

9. Experimenting more with my looks

I've had the same hair color and wore roughly the same hair styles for years. I never experimented much with makeup or with clothes either.

10. Keeping my friendships 

Although I don't care as much as I used to, I find it challenging to keep the "friends" I make.

11. Taking pills or respecting any kind of medical treatment.

12. Running, swimming fast and riding a bike.

13. Maths

14. Reading enough

15. Science knowledge 

16. I don't help people enough